so, i guess this is my last blog. I don't really know what to talk about. I feel so weird about leaving. I am so used to coming here everyday for like 13 years or whatever, its going to be strange when im not. I am kinda excited though. A lot of the time i can't believe the stupid drama that goes around school....who cares? i can't wait to get away from all the immature people in this school, but what about my friends? Some people i will never see about. I am sure that i will hear about them though, its a small town. I can't believe i am growing up. It seems like just the other day I was in like 3rd grade and watching all the high schoolers get off the bus and wondering if their is a grade 13. I thought I would never get here. Now its almost gone.

Prom

yeah prom was okay. Im not going to lie it was just...blah. I think i had a lot more fun my junior year, maybe even my sophomore year! I htink that everyone constantly talking about it for a straight 2 weeks really got me excited and then when i came it wasnt all what i thought it to be. i think i had more fun at after prom and i usually hate after prom. the bull was sweet. i always wanted to try it. i only won $15 from walmart, but whatever i guess that can pay for my gas!

Last days........

yeah, finally the last days of high school. When I talk to people i know about leaving school and getting out i usually respond with "I can't wait" but when I really think about it I DONT WANT TO LEAVE. it is so sad thinking about how I am never going to be here again. everything i do is my last. SENIOR PROM is coming up and that is really getting to me. everything else, homecoming, last cheer season, never got to me, but i guess prom is the last event at school for me, so i finally hit me i am a senior. when i got back from senior trip it totally felt like i wasnt supposed to be there. I felt already graduated. ;(

SENIOR TRIP

I had a BLAST on senior trip. The first couple of days were kinda depressing because of the rain but after that it was so nice and hot! i liked a lot of things and couldn't pick just one. The kayaking was cool because of the manatees, air boat was a cool experience, and the Arabian nights was fun. But my favorite thing was just laying on the beach getting my tan on with my friends. That's what i wanted the whole trip...SUN!

EASTER

yea so easter is coing and it doesnt even feel like it. I dont like easter dinners because i really dont care for ham i rather have turkey or chicken. but anyways when i think of easter i first think of decorated eggs, i havent done that in forever. Then i think of church and Jesus. Then i think about how my mom is probably freak out about what my family is wearing to church...great...does it really matter, why do we have to look ESPECIALLY nice on easter, i dont think anyone minds.

Best Movie

I am really big on chick flicks and romantic comedies but the best movie i think would have to be 300. It was about stuff i usually hate (like war and battles and army stuff) but it was sweet. They made it so interesting. It was a long movie but i actually didn't get tired of it. It kinda had a love story, just a bit.

MONEY MONEY MONEY

If i won a bunch of money i would def. go on a shopping spree, buying clothes and whatever. I would by my own house to live in, pay off my parents debt and buys things for people that always wanted something and never got it. Then i would give some to a charity or something. I dont know who, maybe cancer research. I yea then i would pay doctors to find something to cure my mom of Fibromyalgia. She has had it for... 10 or 11 years i think.