so, i guess this is my last blog. I don't really know what to talk about. I feel so weird about leaving. I am so used to coming here everyday for like 13 years or whatever, its going to be strange when im not. I am kinda excited though. A lot of the time i can't believe the stupid drama that goes around school....who cares? i can't wait to get away from all the immature people in this school, but what about my friends? Some people i will never see about. I am sure that i will hear about them though, its a small town. I can't believe i am growing up. It seems like just the other day I was in like 3rd grade and watching all the high schoolers get off the bus and wondering if their is a grade 13. I thought I would never get here. Now its almost gone.

Prom

yeah prom was okay. Im not going to lie it was just...blah. I think i had a lot more fun my junior year, maybe even my sophomore year! I htink that everyone constantly talking about it for a straight 2 weeks really got me excited and then when i came it wasnt all what i thought it to be. i think i had more fun at after prom and i usually hate after prom. the bull was sweet. i always wanted to try it. i only won $15 from walmart, but whatever i guess that can pay for my gas!

Last days........

yeah, finally the last days of high school. When I talk to people i know about leaving school and getting out i usually respond with "I can't wait" but when I really think about it I DONT WANT TO LEAVE. it is so sad thinking about how I am never going to be here again. everything i do is my last. SENIOR PROM is coming up and that is really getting to me. everything else, homecoming, last cheer season, never got to me, but i guess prom is the last event at school for me, so i finally hit me i am a senior. when i got back from senior trip it totally felt like i wasnt supposed to be there. I felt already graduated. ;(

SENIOR TRIP

I had a BLAST on senior trip. The first couple of days were kinda depressing because of the rain but after that it was so nice and hot! i liked a lot of things and couldn't pick just one. The kayaking was cool because of the manatees, air boat was a cool experience, and the Arabian nights was fun. But my favorite thing was just laying on the beach getting my tan on with my friends. That's what i wanted the whole trip...SUN!

EASTER

yea so easter is coing and it doesnt even feel like it. I dont like easter dinners because i really dont care for ham i rather have turkey or chicken. but anyways when i think of easter i first think of decorated eggs, i havent done that in forever. Then i think of church and Jesus. Then i think about how my mom is probably freak out about what my family is wearing to church...great...does it really matter, why do we have to look ESPECIALLY nice on easter, i dont think anyone minds.

Best Movie

I am really big on chick flicks and romantic comedies but the best movie i think would have to be 300. It was about stuff i usually hate (like war and battles and army stuff) but it was sweet. They made it so interesting. It was a long movie but i actually didn't get tired of it. It kinda had a love story, just a bit.

MONEY MONEY MONEY

If i won a bunch of money i would def. go on a shopping spree, buying clothes and whatever. I would by my own house to live in, pay off my parents debt and buys things for people that always wanted something and never got it. Then i would give some to a charity or something. I dont know who, maybe cancer research. I yea then i would pay doctors to find something to cure my mom of Fibromyalgia. She has had it for... 10 or 11 years i think.

Sick

Mon after lunch i felt all achy and pukey and then i went home and passed out for like an hour. Then i went somewhere with josh and on the way back i almost had him pull over so i could puke. But i didn't. So i am really gald we had no school yesterday, even though i was dying of boredom! I sat in bed ALL DAY and watched everything from Tyra Banks to Judge Judy to Everybody Loves Raymond. I think my brain is fried from watching so much tv. I dont know how people stay home from school all the time. I rather go to school and be productive and busy, it makes the time go faster. So good luck to all you school skippers out there.

I wish i was at Venice right now!

yea so...if i could go anywhere in the world i would go to Venice. I have always wanted to go there because it is so beautiful and romantic there. AND IT'S WARM! I hate going on vacation where it is cold! I always see chick flicks where they go to Rome and Venice and i want to go threr too.

Happy Heart Day

I love V-day, i guess it just seems liek a happy day and i love pink and red. I love candy and flowers so i hope i get some from josh, i think he has been noticing my hints. I love red roses because they are so...classic, i guess thats the word. Hot pink is really pretty though, he got me hot pink roses for homecoming, they were beautiful. I really dont know what to get him, any ideas? I always make him something, like a teddy bear, pillow, blanket, i even drew him a picture once of a skateboarder, it was actually not too bad.

NO SCHOOL

This week has been insane. We have had like 6 days off from school. I pretty much did NOTHING. It was so nice not having to do anything that I didn't. I didn't even leave my house. I felt like i was being quarentined (probably spelled wrong). I'm mad about the LCS game, again the refs were being unfair so yea we could of won. Whatever. If my children decide to be a ref when they grow up I will teach them not to be stupid and to actually do their job right and FAIR.

Slow

Wow this week went really slow. Anyways i just want to say that those Fruit and Yogurt Parfaits are my new weakness from McDonalds. This week for cheerleading we had a Cheer CLinic with little girls from the elem. They are performing at half time Friday so every come watch. They are cute.

Babysitting

well my weekend was pretty boring...
Friday: cheered game, made a movie for grad party with josh
Sat: Took pics of JH cheerleaders, went out to eat with josh and his family, Babysat and went to juli's
Sun: HOMEWORK

Sat i babysat for the White girls. They are pretty much the best children i ever watched. I dont really even have to do anything because Cailin likes to take care of her sisiters. Everytime i come over we bake something. We usually make choc chip muffins but this time we made those cake things that have fudge in them and you put them in the microwave. I am amazed that a cake can be made in 30 seconds. Then we watched goosebumps on tv. i cannot beieve that they are still around. i remember all the guys reading the books when i was in like 4th grade. i feel old. Oh yea and we played Chutes and Ladders...their favorite game. It was fun.